But now I’ve become a really skeptical person because I’m always wondering why, y’know what if they’re trying to do this or what if they’re trying to do that? and I think thats really sad and I don’t like that at all. I accept that people arent gonna like me, I accept it. I used to think that if someone didn’t like me it was because of something I did or something I said or it was something I was doing that somehow affected them. and I think now I accept that some people just aren’t gonna like you, no matter what you say or what you do, they just arent. I’ve learnt that I just can’t, I can’t keep caring, I cant try to please everyone. I do, I try really really hard to make everyone happy. I sometimes respond to people who say horrible nasty things in a way where I kind of try to question them like why? y’know, what did i do to you? but I’ve realised that, thats just a waste of my time, it doesnt do anything.